Ok, so I'm gonna pretend that i LIKE the place that im in, in my life right now. That I'm doing exactly what I wanna be doing and spending my days exactly how I want to be spending them. HELP ME PRETEND!!!!
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Wednesday, January 07, 2009
other's life blogs
So I'm reading this blog of a pediatric resident Dr. and the entries are SO much more interesting than mine (not that my goal is for my blog to be "interesting"). I can't help but think: "I wanna have a job where every day there's a story to blog about. I want to meet interesting and new people everyday and have interesting things happen in my life like that."
So shall I go into medicine? Be a nurse, or a PA or something? G-d knows I'm totally interested in the medical feild. But would it gross me out too much? Would I not be able to handle it? Handle the schooling? Handle that high stress job atmosphere? Is it too much menial labor (drug measurements etc...BP checks...etc.) for me to do on a constant basis? Do I want to work around sick people all the time? I really couldnt tell ya. Maybe I SHOULD go into it. Maybe there's a REASON why the first thing I can remember wanting to be (as a young child) was a Doctor. Maybe there's a reason why I was so obsessed with ER and why I love watching Greys Anatomy, House, Providence, and Private Practice. Maybe there's a reason why I'd buy medical textbooks for myself to read when I was in high school. Maybe there's a reason for my total obsession with drugs and how they work. I still dont know tho. I cant help but question my ability to get into and get through something like med school. I mean, I like it, but can I do it? Would I be able to get thru it? Could I handle it? and would I want that to be the difference I would want to make in the world? I dont know....
So shall I go into medicine? Be a nurse, or a PA or something? G-d knows I'm totally interested in the medical feild. But would it gross me out too much? Would I not be able to handle it? Handle the schooling? Handle that high stress job atmosphere? Is it too much menial labor (drug measurements etc...BP checks...etc.) for me to do on a constant basis? Do I want to work around sick people all the time? I really couldnt tell ya. Maybe I SHOULD go into it. Maybe there's a REASON why the first thing I can remember wanting to be (as a young child) was a Doctor. Maybe there's a reason why I was so obsessed with ER and why I love watching Greys Anatomy, House, Providence, and Private Practice. Maybe there's a reason why I'd buy medical textbooks for myself to read when I was in high school. Maybe there's a reason for my total obsession with drugs and how they work. I still dont know tho. I cant help but question my ability to get into and get through something like med school. I mean, I like it, but can I do it? Would I be able to get thru it? Could I handle it? and would I want that to be the difference I would want to make in the world? I dont know....
Saturday, January 03, 2009
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Saturday, December 27, 2008
thoughts
Most thoughts are not meant to be written.
Yea yea, i know.
It feels good to do it sometimes tho
yea it does
Yea yea, i know.
It feels good to do it sometimes tho
yea it does
no press
I like not having the pressure of having to write in this. It makes me wanna write in it!
So what can I talk about? I really could talk about mostly anything. I have an opinion on pretty much everything (if I'm aware of its existence), and I even have theories about a lot of things. Give me a topic, and I could probably tell you, in many words, what I think about it. This is probably why I liked the exercise we used to do in Toastmasters (a public speaking class thing that we did in high school) where the leader would say a topic and someone would have to, on the fly, talk for 5 minutes about the topic. Though I DO find, that when there's pressure to talk about something, I tend to have a mind clog. I think and talk more (and I have much more to say) when I'm relaxed. I wonder if everyone is like that.
See....I can even talk about talking! (that's actually kinda cool)
I tend to have less to say about the loaded topics though. You know what I'm talking about. The ones where everyone has an opinion on the matter. Like abortion, the death penalty, cloning, and other controversial type stuff. Not that I don't have an opinion on those things. I sometimes do, but its usually either a simple, one word answer, or I haven't made up my mind yet because of the baggilion factors that play a part in it that I'm either not aware of, or don't wish to be aware of.
Or I love (full sarcasm intended) questions like: "What do you think of______?" Usually the blank being filled in with something huge, like: "the holocaust", "9/11", "President Bush", etc.
Like, what am I supposed to say to that?
What do I think of the holocaust? "Um, it sounded like it really sucked?"
Or am I supposed to go on and on about everything I know about it and then give a detailed opinion on how and why each thing happened?
What do I THINK of _______?
I usually respond with the general confused response implying: "Huh? What on earth are you asking me?" Then I try to either change the subject or somehow in the "nicest" way possible try to explain why I cannot really answer the question.
Opinions are funny things anyway. Everyone is entitled to (at least) one (those who have more than one are probably Jewish or confused). So everyone is entitled to have an opinion, but stating it can get you into trouble sometimes. It's something that some people want to hear, and some really do not want to hear.
Opinions change. Now how weird is that?
If opinions give a strong light to viewing who a person is, then how can they change?
Ok, I know the answer to that question so why did I even ask it?
Now that, on the other hand, is a good question!
Thank you, thank you, hold the applause.....
So what can I talk about? I really could talk about mostly anything. I have an opinion on pretty much everything (if I'm aware of its existence), and I even have theories about a lot of things. Give me a topic, and I could probably tell you, in many words, what I think about it. This is probably why I liked the exercise we used to do in Toastmasters (a public speaking class thing that we did in high school) where the leader would say a topic and someone would have to, on the fly, talk for 5 minutes about the topic. Though I DO find, that when there's pressure to talk about something, I tend to have a mind clog. I think and talk more (and I have much more to say) when I'm relaxed. I wonder if everyone is like that.
See....I can even talk about talking! (that's actually kinda cool)
I tend to have less to say about the loaded topics though. You know what I'm talking about. The ones where everyone has an opinion on the matter. Like abortion, the death penalty, cloning, and other controversial type stuff. Not that I don't have an opinion on those things. I sometimes do, but its usually either a simple, one word answer, or I haven't made up my mind yet because of the baggilion factors that play a part in it that I'm either not aware of, or don't wish to be aware of.
Or I love (full sarcasm intended) questions like: "What do you think of______?" Usually the blank being filled in with something huge, like: "the holocaust", "9/11", "President Bush", etc.
Like, what am I supposed to say to that?
What do I think of the holocaust? "Um, it sounded like it really sucked?"
Or am I supposed to go on and on about everything I know about it and then give a detailed opinion on how and why each thing happened?
What do I THINK of _______?
I usually respond with the general confused response implying: "Huh? What on earth are you asking me?" Then I try to either change the subject or somehow in the "nicest" way possible try to explain why I cannot really answer the question.
Opinions are funny things anyway. Everyone is entitled to (at least) one (those who have more than one are probably Jewish or confused). So everyone is entitled to have an opinion, but stating it can get you into trouble sometimes. It's something that some people want to hear, and some really do not want to hear.
Opinions change. Now how weird is that?
If opinions give a strong light to viewing who a person is, then how can they change?
Ok, I know the answer to that question so why did I even ask it?
Now that, on the other hand, is a good question!
Thank you, thank you, hold the applause.....
Holidays
So it's Chanuka. Anyone have any thoughts to offer up?
Holidays, in general make life more interesting (I think anyway).
Imagine what it would be like if we just deleted the concept of a holiday.
Since I'm Jewish, I can only speak from a Jewish perspective (Jewish Holidays).
Seriously, what if there were no such thing as Rosh Hashana, Yom Kippur, Succos, Chanukah, Purim, Pesach, or Shavuos? How would life be different?
No special time to ask our friends for forgiveness. No fasting. No special Yom Tov art projects in school. No special time to call your relatives to wish them a Good Yom Tov (or an easy fast, a happy new year, happy Chanuka, or happy Purim). No menorahs, no dreidels. No one would blow a shofar (which I find to be a strange concept in need of good explanation anyways...I mean seriously, why are we trying to blow a sound out of something that was obviously not made for musical use. And a RAM'S HORN? Seriously....). No one would build any little huts outside to eat in for 7 days. Come on....How fun is that concept! And I certainly wouldn't have thought up that activity to do. Camping, maybe....But this is so much cooler. No one would get all dressed up and give each other themed gifts with food in them. There would be no special designated time to give to the poor. There would be no such thing as matzah, no Afikomen, and no Seder! There would no longer be a night where all of our actions are meant to be directed towards the next generation (the children). And I don't know about you, but going to the matzah factory as a little kid was like one of the coolest experiences EVER! There would never be a time where we'd have to clean the house (for there has to be some form of order for us to be able to look for chametz). There would be no marror, no 4 cups of wine, no 4 questions, and no strange looking recipes of things that weren't meant to be made without flour and yeast. There'd be no day of milchigs and cheesecake. We'd never really have a day where everyone eats a similar thing and then gets to compare with each other. There'd be no "holy" excuse to buy expensive outfits, and nothing to save a special food for. Years would go by without landmarks in them. Time would pass more obscurely and less significantly.
So yes, holidays can be quite weird. We do weird things, eat weird things, and change our behavior in honor of them. They make you think, and sometimes say: "What on earth are we doing and why are we doing it?"
But life without them? B-O-R-I-N-G!
Holidays, in general make life more interesting (I think anyway).
Imagine what it would be like if we just deleted the concept of a holiday.
Since I'm Jewish, I can only speak from a Jewish perspective (Jewish Holidays).
Seriously, what if there were no such thing as Rosh Hashana, Yom Kippur, Succos, Chanukah, Purim, Pesach, or Shavuos? How would life be different?
No special time to ask our friends for forgiveness. No fasting. No special Yom Tov art projects in school. No special time to call your relatives to wish them a Good Yom Tov (or an easy fast, a happy new year, happy Chanuka, or happy Purim). No menorahs, no dreidels. No one would blow a shofar (which I find to be a strange concept in need of good explanation anyways...I mean seriously, why are we trying to blow a sound out of something that was obviously not made for musical use. And a RAM'S HORN? Seriously....). No one would build any little huts outside to eat in for 7 days. Come on....How fun is that concept! And I certainly wouldn't have thought up that activity to do. Camping, maybe....But this is so much cooler. No one would get all dressed up and give each other themed gifts with food in them. There would be no special designated time to give to the poor. There would be no such thing as matzah, no Afikomen, and no Seder! There would no longer be a night where all of our actions are meant to be directed towards the next generation (the children). And I don't know about you, but going to the matzah factory as a little kid was like one of the coolest experiences EVER! There would never be a time where we'd have to clean the house (for there has to be some form of order for us to be able to look for chametz). There would be no marror, no 4 cups of wine, no 4 questions, and no strange looking recipes of things that weren't meant to be made without flour and yeast. There'd be no day of milchigs and cheesecake. We'd never really have a day where everyone eats a similar thing and then gets to compare with each other. There'd be no "holy" excuse to buy expensive outfits, and nothing to save a special food for. Years would go by without landmarks in them. Time would pass more obscurely and less significantly.
So yes, holidays can be quite weird. We do weird things, eat weird things, and change our behavior in honor of them. They make you think, and sometimes say: "What on earth are we doing and why are we doing it?"
But life without them? B-O-R-I-N-G!
underestimation
I noticed that people tend to underestimate the effects of certain things. Specifically:
-Place
Even if you're in the same building, different places create different moods. The room and the mood is then context for your frame of mind. Your frame of mind is the context for your actions, decisions, and experiences. The more rooms to choose from, the more context options to choose from. Maybe that's where the expression: "Opening doors" (which means expanding options and opportunities) comes from. (I said "maybe" which means "maybe not" also). Who knows. If one is uncomfortable in a place (a room), the discomfort can sometimes be relieved by a simple change of location. Go to another room.
-Lighting
A big, and an often overlooked factor in a place. If something bugs you about the mood of a place, try changing the lighting. It's a big thing that most people wouldn't think to do and it really has the ability to sharply change the energy of a room.
-People
This one is a bit more obvious but is still overlooked by some (often just because the constant presence of people in their lives is taken for granted. It's human not to notice what is always there.) Whether or not there are people within your vicinity (and your level of interaction with them) and who those people are, can really effect someone's state of mind. Isolation is not something I recommend. Human's are social animals.
-Place
Even if you're in the same building, different places create different moods. The room and the mood is then context for your frame of mind. Your frame of mind is the context for your actions, decisions, and experiences. The more rooms to choose from, the more context options to choose from. Maybe that's where the expression: "Opening doors" (which means expanding options and opportunities) comes from. (I said "maybe" which means "maybe not" also). Who knows. If one is uncomfortable in a place (a room), the discomfort can sometimes be relieved by a simple change of location. Go to another room.
-Lighting
A big, and an often overlooked factor in a place. If something bugs you about the mood of a place, try changing the lighting. It's a big thing that most people wouldn't think to do and it really has the ability to sharply change the energy of a room.
-People
This one is a bit more obvious but is still overlooked by some (often just because the constant presence of people in their lives is taken for granted. It's human not to notice what is always there.) Whether or not there are people within your vicinity (and your level of interaction with them) and who those people are, can really effect someone's state of mind. Isolation is not something I recommend. Human's are social animals.
Monday, November 10, 2008
Friday, December 15, 2006
Happy Chanukah
Hellenists vs. Judealists
We are few
But our voices are loud.
And because we are still detirmined to find that small flask of truth hidden somwhere within this incomplete world, because we WILL find it, and then light it with our souls, G-d will make an open miracle and allow that flame to last; not for one day, but for 8!
May G-d allow us to take Chanuka's message and passion into the rest of our lives!
Happy Chanuka
-Max
We are few
But our voices are loud.
And because we are still detirmined to find that small flask of truth hidden somwhere within this incomplete world, because we WILL find it, and then light it with our souls, G-d will make an open miracle and allow that flame to last; not for one day, but for 8!
May G-d allow us to take Chanuka's message and passion into the rest of our lives!
Happy Chanuka
-Max
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
Hi again
Just a short note
Sorry I seem to disappear form time to time. Well, I don't really actually disappear, I'm here. It's actually harder to write my thoughts than I thought it would be. Oh, well. So ......
I'm going to work in about 20 minutes. I'm starting to learn the ropes there a bit. But everyday is completely different. It depends on everyone's moods. Yesterday, everyone seemed to be extra hyper. Maybe the teachers stuck something into their drinks or something. I sort of doubt that actually.
I am also working doing a sort of secretary type job and learning how to do that. Thank G-d, I'm busy. Ironically, (but not unexpected), I think I'm learning a LOT more this year (living at home and working 2 jobs) than when I was living out of town and going to school as a student. Learning about the world, and learning about myself. I know this all sounds very vague and I hope to go into more detail in the coming blogs (soon hopefully).
So much to talk about :-)
-Max
Sorry I seem to disappear form time to time. Well, I don't really actually disappear, I'm here. It's actually harder to write my thoughts than I thought it would be. Oh, well. So ......
I'm going to work in about 20 minutes. I'm starting to learn the ropes there a bit. But everyday is completely different. It depends on everyone's moods. Yesterday, everyone seemed to be extra hyper. Maybe the teachers stuck something into their drinks or something. I sort of doubt that actually.
I am also working doing a sort of secretary type job and learning how to do that. Thank G-d, I'm busy. Ironically, (but not unexpected), I think I'm learning a LOT more this year (living at home and working 2 jobs) than when I was living out of town and going to school as a student. Learning about the world, and learning about myself. I know this all sounds very vague and I hope to go into more detail in the coming blogs (soon hopefully).
So much to talk about :-)
-Max
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
Hi, I'm back after quite a long absence. I was sick for a while. Thank G-d, I'm back and doing much better. Well, today is my first day of my new job- after care program for 4-7 year old kids from 1:00-6:00. This should be quite a new experience. In more ways than one. Maybe they (the kids) will teach me how to chill some more. Being intense and deep has its place and time, but I need more of a balance. For my own sake. One main thing that hopefully I will learn from them is not to beat myself up so much. That's one thing that little kids don't usually do so often. You don't see too many 5 and 6 year olds spending their time being hard on themselves. They don't over-think things either. Maybe I can pick up some things from them. Maybe appreciate simplicity some more. That would be great.
I'm a bit nervous though. Nervous for the challenges that come with the job. The challenges that lie ahead. I'm Scared to begin the new year- scared of the unknown. Should I be? No. But I am. It's natural I guess. Tells me I need to work on my bitachon. I have A LOT to work on don't I? Yep. But I can't do everything at once. S0 what do I choose? Hmmmm.........
Of everything I need to work on, I think I'll choose to work on giving myself credit for everything I do and all the effort I use towards things. I will try to acknowledge even and ESPECIALLY the things that may be easy for most people but are hard for me. I don't exactly know how to do that without feeling fake. So if any of you have any suggestions, I would love to hear them.
Looking forward
-Max
I'm a bit nervous though. Nervous for the challenges that come with the job. The challenges that lie ahead. I'm Scared to begin the new year- scared of the unknown. Should I be? No. But I am. It's natural I guess. Tells me I need to work on my bitachon. I have A LOT to work on don't I? Yep. But I can't do everything at once. S0 what do I choose? Hmmmm.........
Of everything I need to work on, I think I'll choose to work on giving myself credit for everything I do and all the effort I use towards things. I will try to acknowledge even and ESPECIALLY the things that may be easy for most people but are hard for me. I don't exactly know how to do that without feeling fake. So if any of you have any suggestions, I would love to hear them.
Looking forward
-Max
Sunday, September 17, 2006
Where on earth am I?
I haven't written much these days because I've been so detatched from myself that I even wonder where I've gone. I'm still detatched now but now at least I'm attatched enough to realize that I'm not attatched at ALL.
Where on earth have I gone?
I kinda miss me..
Or do I?
I miss SOMETHING...but I dont know what that something is.
Let me tell you, it's really great feeling in the dark and oblivious to your own self.
It's almost as fun as an ice cream cone (except without the ice cream..and without the cone, for that matter)
And I am so sick of what tries to be chizuk but what sounds like such a cliche. Uch...Don't like cliches. They are so fake. Fake rhymes with rake. And bake. And steak. Why am I thinking about food. I'm not hungry are you?
I really hope that G-d will give me clarity. and soon.
I am so sick of so much!!!
Where on earth have I gone?
I kinda miss me..
Or do I?
I miss SOMETHING...but I dont know what that something is.
Let me tell you, it's really great feeling in the dark and oblivious to your own self.
It's almost as fun as an ice cream cone (except without the ice cream..and without the cone, for that matter)
And I am so sick of what tries to be chizuk but what sounds like such a cliche. Uch...Don't like cliches. They are so fake. Fake rhymes with rake. And bake. And steak. Why am I thinking about food. I'm not hungry are you?
I really hope that G-d will give me clarity. and soon.
I am so sick of so much!!!
Monday, August 21, 2006
Hi!
Sorry I disappeared for a while. It was not intentional.
It's also NOT because I had nothing to write. On the contrary, I probably had TOO much to write. There's this thing in my brain that when so many ideas come into it, I have a hard time deciding which one (out of the million) to choose to keep. So many thoughts. So many images. So many songs. So many people. So many books. If my brain could scream, it probably would. Ah, but what would it say?
AHA!! The QUESTION OF THE DAY IS:
Sorry I disappeared for a while. It was not intentional.
It's also NOT because I had nothing to write. On the contrary, I probably had TOO much to write. There's this thing in my brain that when so many ideas come into it, I have a hard time deciding which one (out of the million) to choose to keep. So many thoughts. So many images. So many songs. So many people. So many books. If my brain could scream, it probably would. Ah, but what would it say?
AHA!! The QUESTION OF THE DAY IS:
If your brain could scream, what would it say?
(and why would it be screaming?...I know, I know...that's two questions. But you can handle it. I have great faith in you.)
My gosh, why does all the new music coming out sound like it's from the 80's?? It's kinda bugging me cuz that sort of music is just not my bag of cookies. (or box, depending on your brand of cookie preference). I'm more of a guitar type person. Even as a little one, I used to pretend I was strumming my guitar in my car seat (on the big black buckle thing in front of me...you remember those car seats?)in the car. I would strum it to whatever was playing on the radio. I didn't have radio station choice privledges-excuse spelling- at that point in time (as I'm sure you figured since I wasn't even big enough to sit in a regular seat). It was an oldies station that both of my parents listened to. So I could probably sing all those songs in my sleep (they were like the first songs I heard for the first 10 years of my life.. EVERYtime in the car. ) I remember especially liking the guitar to Simon and Garfunkel's "Mrs. Robinson" and that instrumental song called like "gas something" ....I forget the name of the song. Well, I'm gonna go now....Catchya all later
-Max
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
On the lighter side :-) ........
So I could write some poetry now or some deep thought but....
Na........
So whats up?
You don't need to answer that if you don't want to-
Just making conversation.
If I were a frog, and you were my owner, what would you name me?
Would you keep me in your lunchbox?
Thats what I used to do when I was younger (no, not hop into other people's lunchboxes).
At camp in the summer, I used to have this hard lunchbox cooler things (remember those?) and
I would (after I ate my lunch out of it obviously), when I's see a little mini frog (they were all over the place at this camp), I'd put some grass in the lunch box and collected the frogs in there. At the end of the day, I would set them free though. It was actually tough to part with them (especially when I'd give them names).
Imagine if you'd live on a farm and raised and slaughtered chickens. And imagine if you had names for one of your chickens and then would slaughter them. " Honey! Come down! It's dinner time! We're eating Margret!"
Lol.
So now it's time for the (drumroll please)...........
Ingenius Thought of the Day
"Thought of the day." Huh. Has a nice ring to it (as if I made up the phrase ;-)
Although in my case, maybe I should have instead: "Question of the day" but then that would
limit me to a question a day and I don't think I can handle that kind of limit. Oh yeah, thought of the day right.
Hmmm.......
Did I think today?
Oh yeah! I just did! (the "hmmm")
Anyways, yeah.....
The ingenius thought for today is:
Nope.....cant think of anything......Lets turn it into the Question of the day
So, the Question for today is:
uch this is too hard. You're putting me on the spot here!
And by you, I mean me. Dont worry I only talk to myself on leap years.
So I'm gonna go and I just want to remind everyone to take their vitamins if they havent yet done so today
See ya soon!
-Max
Na........
So whats up?
You don't need to answer that if you don't want to-
Just making conversation.
If I were a frog, and you were my owner, what would you name me?
Would you keep me in your lunchbox?
Thats what I used to do when I was younger (no, not hop into other people's lunchboxes).
At camp in the summer, I used to have this hard lunchbox cooler things (remember those?) and
I would (after I ate my lunch out of it obviously), when I's see a little mini frog (they were all over the place at this camp), I'd put some grass in the lunch box and collected the frogs in there. At the end of the day, I would set them free though. It was actually tough to part with them (especially when I'd give them names).
Imagine if you'd live on a farm and raised and slaughtered chickens. And imagine if you had names for one of your chickens and then would slaughter them. " Honey! Come down! It's dinner time! We're eating Margret!"
Lol.
So now it's time for the (drumroll please)...........
Ingenius Thought of the Day
"Thought of the day." Huh. Has a nice ring to it (as if I made up the phrase ;-)
Although in my case, maybe I should have instead: "Question of the day" but then that would
limit me to a question a day and I don't think I can handle that kind of limit. Oh yeah, thought of the day right.
Hmmm.......
Did I think today?
Oh yeah! I just did! (the "hmmm")
Anyways, yeah.....
The ingenius thought for today is:
Nope.....cant think of anything......Lets turn it into the Question of the day
So, the Question for today is:
uch this is too hard. You're putting me on the spot here!
And by you, I mean me. Dont worry I only talk to myself on leap years.
So I'm gonna go and I just want to remind everyone to take their vitamins if they havent yet done so today
See ya soon!
-Max
Note from me to you
So how much do you know about me?
Is what you know, what you see in my words on this blog?
Then what if I would change the way I write?
Would you see me differently?
Have you ever seen me one day, then the next and feel like you're experiencing two different people?
Yeah? Well, I'm sorry to hear that.
Now I guess you've gotta rethink if you've ever really met ME before
I guess we have to start over now then.
It's nice to meet you my name is ___________
This time try to see past some of the stuff that threw you off before.
You can do it. I know you can
I am ONE person.......I dare you to find me!
Is what you know, what you see in my words on this blog?
Then what if I would change the way I write?
Would you see me differently?
Have you ever seen me one day, then the next and feel like you're experiencing two different people?
Yeah? Well, I'm sorry to hear that.
Now I guess you've gotta rethink if you've ever really met ME before
I guess we have to start over now then.
It's nice to meet you my name is ___________
This time try to see past some of the stuff that threw you off before.
You can do it. I know you can
I am ONE person.......I dare you to find me!
Sunday, August 06, 2006
The first subject we are going to address in this Undecided-aholic's Anonymous is indecision.
Oh, wait....Hi, my name is Max Imum and I'm an Undecided-aholic. Wow, that felt good to get off my chest. So anyway, back to the topic at hand:
Indecision
Why do we have to make decisions anyway? What is their purpose?
I mean, let's say I have to choose between Option A & Option B
So let's say I choose Option A. Now what? Whoopie...I chose Option A. No more Option B! Am I supposed to be jumping for joy because I've eliminated option B? I mean, what did Option B ever do to me that I should sing and dance at his/its defeat: "Ding dong the witch is dead..." Was Option B so horrible that its extinction calls for a party or something? Really, Option A isn't so much better. So does that mean I should eliminate him/it too? Then I can celebrate for killing off ALL options! Whoopee! Now I don't have to do ANYTHING! Option A is dead along with its sister (or brother) Option B!
Again, I return to my original question:
What is the purpose of making a decision?
I have posed my first question and I would like to know if anyone can give me any answers.
Looking forward.....
-Max
Oh, wait....Hi, my name is Max Imum and I'm an Undecided-aholic. Wow, that felt good to get off my chest. So anyway, back to the topic at hand:
Indecision
Why do we have to make decisions anyway? What is their purpose?
I mean, let's say I have to choose between Option A & Option B
So let's say I choose Option A. Now what? Whoopie...I chose Option A. No more Option B! Am I supposed to be jumping for joy because I've eliminated option B? I mean, what did Option B ever do to me that I should sing and dance at his/its defeat: "Ding dong the witch is dead..." Was Option B so horrible that its extinction calls for a party or something? Really, Option A isn't so much better. So does that mean I should eliminate him/it too? Then I can celebrate for killing off ALL options! Whoopee! Now I don't have to do ANYTHING! Option A is dead along with its sister (or brother) Option B!
Again, I return to my original question:
What is the purpose of making a decision?
I have posed my first question and I would like to know if anyone can give me any answers.
Looking forward.....
-Max
