Sunday, September 17, 2006

Where on earth am I?

I haven't written much these days because I've been so detatched from myself that I even wonder where I've gone. I'm still detatched now but now at least I'm attatched enough to realize that I'm not attatched at ALL.
Where on earth have I gone?
I kinda miss me..
Or do I?
I miss SOMETHING...but I dont know what that something is.
Let me tell you, it's really great feeling in the dark and oblivious to your own self.
It's almost as fun as an ice cream cone (except without the ice cream..and without the cone, for that matter)
And I am so sick of what tries to be chizuk but what sounds like such a cliche. Uch...Don't like cliches. They are so fake. Fake rhymes with rake. And bake. And steak. Why am I thinking about food. I'm not hungry are you?
I really hope that G-d will give me clarity. and soon.
I am so sick of so much!!!